the raging urge

hi former lover
how is life?
have you been eating good?
have you had enough sleep?
have you been drinking enough water?
have you stopped smoking?
I hope you have

I'm dropping a short message for you
I feel the urge raging to say it to you
that I'm feeling uneasy these past few days
this throwback just hits me with no reasons
a sudden reminder of where we parted
the time when you chose her

you know what sucks?
what sucks that comes along this throwback
aside from the feeling of unwanted
you know what sucks?
I can't truly hate you
like how I genuinely love you
and I wish I could hate you like that

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