drug

tell me now
is there something you want or
do you need anything from me
because I need you
I need all of the things from you
your ridiculous texts, jokes
even your seemingly unrealistic hopes
despite of this chaotic minds of mine
I need a distraction to keep it away
you are what it is, a distraction
an addictive distraction
I can consume every day

now please tell me
what can I do to make it happen
to make you become
my daily permissible drug
I feel uneasy when you are gone
but once you come back around
this wholesome little laughter
is showing up to the surface
I need that every second
all my life