hatred

why does it hurt
when you are not answering
when you left them seen
does it not bother you
to left somebody hanging
waiting for your response

why does it still hurt
when I knew you will do this
at the first place I started it
when I let my self bumped into you
do you do it intentionally
to not responding and keeping it away from you

why do I feel like I deserve it
to be served so rudely
by a person I put my hope to

why do you prove another myth
that one must not expect
from a person who is uncertain

should I hate you
should I continue hating my self
and blaming me for being incapable
of giving the right persona