rain #2

speaking of rain, she does not talk enough about why she dislikes it so much. apart from the fact that rain troubles her for going anywhere, not to mention when the thunder attacks that scares the out of her, the heavy rain always brings her fear. the thing is that, she says a lot about how rain can drop her most painful memory in every patter of it that falls on the ground. that rain simbolizes her sorrowful tears, brings her back to the time when she got so desolated of her regrets, and mistakes that she could barely love herself because of that. because she was so deeply drown by her own regrets. she still hates rain for bringing her memory of him back.